@Yukupo -thanks! Strange and unstable, I can relate. Hopefully everything will be ok for you. I haven't told anyone that I passed my exam yet, I want to but I don't want all the questions and the pressure. I don't know where to go from here so I'm currently just studying a little more, it's not that I don't think this course won't be useful or that it isn't interesting. I really quite enjoy it actually, I'm just not sure where I'm going with this
@Agent of fortune - ah yes contemplation! Both good (at least sometimes.. I think?) and annoying! I have a tendency to contemplate way to much. I also tend to ruminate, but then I also have depression and anxiety related issues so that's probably why. The contemplation though I blame on my introversion. Anyway, I practice mindfulness to keep my mind in check because I know it can start a downward spiral. In my case it's just nice to be able to let my mind "rest" a little every now and then.
I've read a lot of school literature this week. The book I've read this week has been particularly good at making me reflect, which makes me contemplative. That combined with being home alone a lot this week has put me in a rather strange mood.