What thoughts are going through your head right now?

[Brotherman]

Just got finished with my exam. The professor let us have a cheat sheet, but about 80% what I put on it wasn't on the test. It really pisses me off because most of subjects he reviewed where not covered on the test at all.

[Yukupo]

That's annoying, hope it went well!

Wow, it's February already!

Wow, February's over already

[Brotherman]

That's annoying, hope it went well!

Wow, it's February already!

Wow, February's over already

Now it's March...I turned 32 yesterday!!!

[Yukupo]

That's annoying, hope it went well!

Wow, it's February already!

Wow, February's over already

Now it's March...I turned 32 yesterday!!!

I'm turning 30 in a week (Happy Birthday!! )

[darkly]

Congratulations to both of you! I hope you had a nice birthday Brotherman and I hope you'll have a nice birthday Yukupo!

January -march went surprisingly fast and I'm now only a few weeks away from beginning on my bachelor thesis!

[Brotherman]

^ Thanks, and good luck with your bachelor thesis.

I'm turning 30 in a week (Happy Birthday!! )

Happy Birthday, sir.

[darkly]

3 weeks left to deadline!!

Have I saved enough back ups? Did I remember to write that thing I was going to add? Maybe I should back it up again.. what day is it today?
Omg! I will never make it on time! Did the computer just make a weird sound..? Weeeeeeeee!!

[Yukupo]

^Good luck!! Youcandoit!

@Brotherman Thanks! (2 months later)

[Brotherman]

It's f*cking June already?!?!?! WTF!?!!

[darkly]

@Yukupo thanks! I passed! Or atleast I think so, a series of unexpected events made the feedback I was suppose to get disappear, my teacher then went on vacation and was impossible to reach. I can see my grade though and it looks like I've passed. Now I just need to apply for my bachelor, pat myself on the back and figure out what to do next. I'll probably continue to study for a little while longer, just to keep the next level open, should I want it.

[Brotherman]

^ Congrats on passing, Darkly!

My first class for the fall semester starts tomorrow. Two more semesters left until graduation. I'm hoping I can land a internship during school, not just for the experience, but to get f*ck out of AutoZone. I'm glad I got my job when I did and it definitely have served it's purpose. But it's time for a change.

[Agent Of Fortune]

My mind has been obsessively pursuing options for which guitar to buy next. I'm hoping to have an actual "nice" guitar by the end of the year. Every guitar I've ever owned has been <200$ or used, so it'll be nice to own one I can really be happy with.

[Yukupo]

@Darkly. Awesome! Congrats!
@Brotherman. Hope you can get that internship!

Right now life is a bit strange and unstable. Hoping my contract job will turn into full time.

[Agent Of Fortune]

I'm contemplative this morning. I keep thinking to myself how many things in life are ruined unintentionally by our own mind's meddling. I always have to try to catch myself early, and tell myself to cast all of that aside and focus on what's most important. But these things always come back up. Crazy.

[darkly]

@Yukupo -thanks! Strange and unstable, I can relate. Hopefully everything will be ok for you. I haven't told anyone that I passed my exam yet, I want to but I don't want all the questions and the pressure. I don't know where to go from here so I'm currently just studying a little more, it's not that I don't think this course won't be useful or that it isn't interesting. I really quite enjoy it actually, I'm just not sure where I'm going with this

@Agent of fortune - ah yes contemplation! Both good (at least sometimes.. I think?) and annoying! I have a tendency to contemplate way to much. I also tend to ruminate, but then I also have depression and anxiety related issues so that's probably why. The contemplation though I blame on my introversion. Anyway, I practice mindfulness to keep my mind in check because I know it can start a downward spiral. In my case it's just nice to be able to let my mind "rest" a little every now and then.

I've read a lot of school literature this week. The book I've read this week has been particularly good at making me reflect, which makes me contemplative. That combined with being home alone a lot this week has put me in a rather strange mood.